Saturday, March 3, 2012

MO' Money, MO' Money, MO' Money #2

Today, I got another piece of mail from Hartford explaining my financial aid information. They showed that they were giving me $12,300 a year on a merit scholarship. I'm also receiving $6,700 a year on a University grant, and they're offering  $5,500 on Stafford loans ($3,500 subsidized, $2,000 unsubsidized). I'm kinda ancy on taking the loans because I've been told basically all my life to avoid loans because it's not yours, it's credit. I don't want to start out in debt as soon as I get out of college. But I'm just gonna have ask God about my decisions concerning college.

Acceptance #4!

On Friday when I got home, my day handed me some mail from Middle Tennessee State University. I had gotten accepted. I am also eligible for honors classes. I didn't get any money this time but getting into the school was enough for me. I'm just waiting for American University now. It's making me anxious. If they don't offer me money, I'm gonna have to weigh the options.

The Healing Part

I've always loved this song. It's about forgiveness because the longer you hold grudges and don't apologize, things will just ge worse. This song is called "The Healing Part" by Cece Winans by one of the best albums ever "Everlasting Love"

It's hard to know what to say
We've said so much that we regret
What a price that we pay
When we can't forgive much less forget

The more I hear the more I fear
That we might lose each other

Can we skip to the part
Where we come to out senses?
Before we go too far
Love shouldn't be so hard

Can we open our hearts, drop our defenses?
Find where forgiveness starts
Let's stop where we are
And skip to the healing part

I can't recall what it was
That got this whole thing started
When anger grows like it does
And respect can get discarded

Everyday that we wait
Something good is dying

Can we skip to the part
Where we come to out senses?
Before we go too far
Love shouldn't be so hard

Can we open our hearts, drop our defenses
Find where forgiveness starts
Let's stop where we are
And skip to the healing part