We Call Ourselves Da C-Square (Cave Crew)!

My boyfriend is crazy!

Well I had a good day off on Friday. I slept well. I actually got to eat breakfast. I actually cleaned my room too. It was rather productive. And then, my "Big Brother" Jason came and pick me, Salena and my two sisters up to go to The Cave. But on our way to pick up my best friend Amber and my boyfriend Tyrell up from their school Downtown, there was so much traffic for no reason. We're just trying to get from there to Columbia. It was unnecessary. Well we were all packed in his car in all this traffic, very uncomfortably might I add.

We were even planking!

We finally got to The Cave, geeking all the way there. And then geeking the whole time there. We were sitting on the couch in their lounge area. Mind you, The Cave doesn't start until 8. We got there at like 5:00. It's only because Jason helps with the sound and Tyrell helps with the lighting. Salena was getting a little annoying. This is why they stopped letting kids that are younger than the middle school age to come. They run around and act crazy. But once they started, so did the party. Even Ashley and Devin came to promote their "I <3 Charity" Concert/Campaign. I was so much fun. Even Freddy called up to Salena to dance. The theme that night was "FANATIC". I quite enjoyed it. Even the speaker Josh (I forget his last name) was awesome, crazy, but awesome. My mother even came extra late after everything was done. They played the Wobble, the Cupid Shuffle, and the Booty Call. I was getting down with all those line dances. We make it live every Friday night!

SMH!

Today's Powder Puff game was toooo live! Of course the Seniors walked away with the W. We're some beasts. Amber was going off hitting people. And A. Tyler was smacking other people. Even though Carney wasn't trying to check the Juniors to see if they're flags were tied but that's okay. We still won anyway. That game got really physical toward the end. It was crunch time! They tried to fight Dortch at the end and I was just like, SMH Juniors. Don't know how to lose with a little class. We did last year. I think this was the only year where the Seniors didn't cheat. CLASS OF 2012 ALL DAY!

Random BLOG

I needed to blog about something. I'm not sure what to say or how I feel at the moment. I really want my parents to work out their issues. I've been hiding a lot of my emotions lately because I wanted to seen strong in front of my peers. I'm not the strongest person on Earth but I sure have been sad a lot lately. Maybe, subconsciencely, that's why I have had headaches and been over-sleeping and stuff like that. I've been stressing out over my parents being sad and mad at each other and then I got college stuff to handle, and I'm just like UGH!!! Pray...pray...pray...that's my only solution.

Good-Bye

Yesterday, I played my final game as New Town's goalie. WE MADE HISTORY! It was a bitter sweet moment because I will never play with these girls again and I had to pass down my ball to next year's goalie, Kailei. That was the moment I realized I was done. I think they're going to miss me. They kept saying, "What are we gonna do without you next year?" I never expected it to be over this quickly. Even though we lost 6-0 to Perryville, I had one of my best halves ever during the second half. I only let one goal in. That only happened because it was just an incredible shot. I even blocked a pentalty shot. It felt good. DUECES NEW TOWN SOCCER!

Sunday BOY!!!

Well today was a good day. Today our youth and young adult ministry spoke about the 7 Deadly Sins. These include gluttony, envy, pride (vanity), lust, sloth, greed (avarice), and wrath. Mine was ENVY! With these sins came the Heavenly Virtues, which include temperance, kindness, humility, chastity, diligence, prudence, and patience. I feel like we did an awesome job, even though I missed like half of my notes.

And then my Ravens did what they do. You know when you get embarrassed on a prime time Monday Night game, you have to come back strong. They started off weak, 24-3 actually. Ray Rice had 3 TDs. Anquan Boldin got busy with 145 yds receiving. And Flacco ignored the hype and was 31/51 for 336 yds passing. And finally, Billy Cundiff delivered the game winning field goal with 3 seconds left in the game. We won 30-27. I don't care how we won, as long as we did. OFF to Spittsburgh (I mean Pittsburgh) next week... This is gonna be a thriller!

Kim Walker's Monologue...

This is a monologue/prayer that a woman named Kim Walker had during a live version of the song "How He Loves Us". God told me to write it down manually and then type it up. I'm not sure for what reason but God works in mysterious ways and I'm just following orders.

His presence, His love is so thick and tangible in this room tonight. And there are some of you here that have not encountered the love of God. And tonight God wants to encounter you; and wants you to His love, His amazing love. Without it, these are just songs, these are just words, these are just instruments; without the love of God, it's just like we're just up here just making noise. But the love of God changes us, and we're never the same, we're never the same after we encounter the love of God. We're never the same after we encounter the love of God. And right now, if you haven't encountered the love of God, and you would know because you wouldn't be the same, you would never be the same again. And if you want to encounter the love of God right now, YOU BETTER JUST BRACE YOURSELF! BECAUSE HE'S ABOUT TO JUST BLOW IN THIS PLACE. And we're going to encounter the love of God right now. So God, I speak to all the hearts and I ask God that every heart be opened right now; every heart be opened, every spirit be opened up to, to You. And a love encounter, a love encounter from You tonight, a love encounter from You tonight.

 YEAH HE LOVES US!!!!

You Know What Grinds My Gears...

You know what grinds my gears people, when hypocrites are mistaken for Christians. It annoys the crap out of me. They make Christians and Christianity look so horrible and it personally offends me and hurts my heart. This why so many people are so confused about God and how awesome He is. They don't understand that Christianity is NOT a religion. It's a lifestyle and a relationship. It is a life choice. We can't force our beliefs down non-believers throats, people don't learn that way. We also have to show the right ways for a Christian to live. We can't act the same as our peers. We can't be the same ones cussing and having sex just like everybody else. When you say you're a Christian, act like it; otherwise, you're a hypocrite. I don't like those type of people that show up to military funerals and protest that God hates militants or gay people. FIRST OF ALL, God doesn't anyone. It's not the person that he doesn't like, he just doesn't like certain things. So when I see that on the news saying that there are "Christians are doing stupid stuff it makes me sad because now it involves me. Like when I see on the news that pastors and popes are raping and molesting children, it's just like wow. They've turned hypocrisy into their religion. And I also don't like on movies where people are possessed with demons how when they always show a Catholic priest. Catholicism and Christianity are two different worlds anyway. Catholics praise Mary and different saints. Where in the Bible did Jesus say worship my mother? If on those movies the priest can't use the name of Jesus to command a demon to come out, I know its fake. God gave us the power of Jesus' name over any demonic force, so that's a done deal. You know what else I don't like is when people think all churches are the same. They think every pastor is after your money, or that all church people are hypocrites, or even when they think catching the Holy Spirit is always fake. I mean really? There is nothing fake about the Holy Spirit, he's actually talked to me a few times. Not all pastors are after your money. My uncle is my pastor and he'll tell you things straight-forward over the pulpit. He'll tell you that he was a preacher's kid that used to smoke pot and party all the time. He's not afraid to be transparent. Not all church people are hypocrites. HELLO LOOK AT ME! I'm not ashamed to say I'm still a virgin and I have a boyfriend. I've never cussed, smoked, or drank in my life for obvious reasons. I choose to be like this. I try to spread the love of God with people. I don't to them to experience the same hurt they've been going through. Well I'm done with my rant for today. And for all those REAL Christians out there, thank you.